A Golden Ticket to Where?

I may have just been handed my ticket. My ticket to the next big step, the next big step to a grand adventure I cannot conceive.
I may have just been hand my ticket to a globally transcendental view. A view so wide it burns my cortex with possibility.
I may have just been handed my ticket to a place I do not want to go. To place that steals my energy for a purpose that is not of my choosing.
I may have just been handed my ticket to a new life. A new life that will be overlapping the one that I do not have.
I may have just been handed a ticket and it terrifies beyond belief. The terror is just setting hold. All the old daemons are smiling their wicked grins and all I can do is grin back like a mad man.